Today I have learned
1. Because I am a girl, I am an idiot to all extents.
2. That apparently because I am a girl, I cheat to make myself seem smarter than I actually am
3. That I have absolutely no talent
4. That because I do not use the same logic as the rest of the world. I immediately become an ‘idiot’ to all of society.
5. I have to rely on looks: wait I don’t have those either.
So moral of the story: I’m stupid, ugly, and talentless.
Boost of self confidence right there >.>.
If only I wasn’t so shy. If only I could speak for myself. If only there was an easier way… I’ve lost everything. Apparently I’ve been shattered. Apparently I’m overruled. Corrupted at that. But I have no way to stop it. No way for people to understand that I am still me in a way. If only everyone got along. I wouldn’t be in this mess. If only everyone would let me make my own decisions. If only everyone would stop telling me what to do. If only I could survive one day without stressing over nothing at all. Without worrying that I’ll lose even more than I have. If only I had help, instead of being put down all the time.
Sometimes I just wanna die. I wanna lose everything I’m feeling. I want someone to look at me and talk to me about what’s bothering me. I’m so lost anymore that nothing seems to matter. That I can’t see anything but darkness. I’m lost with no direction. In pain with no affection. I don’t even know what to do anymore. Ugh…
Can’t handle his brews on St. Patrick’s Day.
Happy St. Patrick’s Day. [video]
Cutest thing
Brady Szuhaj: Can't Let Go →
I’m shallow and heartless,
but you’ll never hear this-
cause I’ve got a point to prove.
You’ll fall for and obsess,
over lies and pretend
everything I say is true.
But I hate the feeling,
of always needing
You told me you respect yourself,
but you’re adoringly whoring
to someone else;
…
